Well what can i say who knew life for me would have been so compicated from the very beginnng..i guess they were all right when they said life has its bend turns and its rough bumbs but u got to be strong to make it through...sometimes i feel when i reach those bumbs and turns like giving up and walking away...it seems like every decision i make is the wrong one and i just keep getting stabbed in the back..certain things i did in the past made me realize how to handle certain situations in the future..i may have been broken hearted twice but i learned not to give up..love? as for that i dont know if that exsists i guess ill find out in time to come..i just hope others would just stop looking down at me and trying to ruin my life when all i try to do is to be very nice and sweet to them..i guess thats apart of life so complicated to understand and so painful at timess.. i just hope ill be ok in  the future and the sayin with "every dark cloud has its silver lining" is true!